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Time to vent
So over a month ago me and my ex got back together. Anyways, I really wasn’t tryna have it tho. I was having tooo much fun, doin whatever I wanted, whenever I wanted, with whomever I wanted. Not worrying about anything. Daring around. Just simple old fun. We were broke up for over a month. (So jus to explain the situation .. long story short) he hit me up randomly talkin bout yea confused about shit blah blah blah, he misses me, loves me. The usual. But I jus kept him on the bench with everybody else. So I’m hella close with his family and when they came down to my area, he decided to come to.hella last minute talkin bout can I spend ONE night.. I’m like yeah I guess.. anyways he got drunk and pissed me off so bad.. it was ridiculous jus cos he thought I was talkin to some dude at 3 am.. which wasn’t even the case. But anyways one day turned into a week .. and I’m not gonna lie I started catching feelings again. Which I kno I would and which he told me he wanted to happen. Soo basically he came out here with nothing, for me. And of course that says a lot and ima pay attention to that. But I was straight up with him. That I really hada the “I don’t give a fuck about anything but my money, attitude” he didnt like it of course. So worse kinda came to worse tho, and he had no where to stay.. so my Gma said he could stay with us.. which is me and my older brother and her.. at first I’m like fuck this is fuckin up all my shit.. lol I didn’t wanna be ina relationship, and I felt like I was being thrown into a marriage. Anyways.. thru all that tho I can say I fell again. And I’m kinda stuck cos he’s foreal pissin me off everyday.. cos I been having a hard time with some stuff and I’m tellin him I need him and to spend time with me, but he doesn’t.. he’d rather go smoke trees with my brothers who he claims he don’t even like, and jus be in his room all day.. and then when I’m jus like wsup when he sees me.. he’s like what’s wrong.. well I’ve fuckin been tellin you for a.week straight what’s wrong.. either you ain’t listening, you are too busy Worryin about you, or you jus don’t care. Whatever it is tho, I’m at the point to where ima jus do whatchu do. Only spend time with you, when I’m done doin everything else, or its just convienant to me.. cos I feel stupid, cos I feel like you got me jus where want me. Haha, but I know better.






